oh. number ninety-eight.

My life is a series of missed opportunities and untapped potential. I'm fairly intelligent, reasonably attractive, and I've spent the past decade and then some just getting through the day. Could have gone to college, didn't. Had a great job, blew it.

There's a long list of relationships I should have acted on but didn't. Cassie. Amy. Kim. Mugumbo, you most of all. You're an amazing person and I'm an idiot for not taking the risk to see what could have been there.

I need to be able to convince myself that there's still time to gain some self-worth and make my own opportunities, but I just don't know how.

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