oh. number one hundred and fifteen.

I have an anger problem. When I drink, I can't control it. I hit the love my life...more than once. She forgave me those times, but not this time. I lost sight of everything. I could only think about what was wrong with our relationship, and now she hates me. I lost a love, and a best friend, and now all I can do is attempt to fix what's wrong with me.