3.04.2010

oh. number one hundred and ten.

I made the mistake of falling for my best guy friend. Our friendship/attraction is practically right out of the movies - we glimpsed eachother across a crowded room and since then we haven't been able to leave eachother alone. He has the whole butterflies-in-stomach-heart-skips-a-beat-weak-at-the-knees effect on me and no matter how hard I try to move on, whatever relationship I get into, I end up sabotaging because I can't stop thinking about him. I made the mistake of confessing my feelings to him not once - but four times. I guess I hoped he'd change his mind but he never does and I end up feeling humiliated and defeated. He's just too easy to fall in love with.

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