3.04.2010

oh. number one hundred and thirty-two.

#1: I allowed myself to turn a blind eye to the obvious flaws we had - even after the big meltdown and my day moving between jail and hotels.
#2: I became selfish and asked for things I shouldn't have to mask our dispassionate state of affairs: actions may speak louder than words but you can't let them do all the talking.
#3: I became vindictive and envious after you moved on.
#4: I took advantage of people to compensate for my loneliness.
#5: I became selfish again.
#6: I let myself become angry and resentful of my isolation, rather than breaking the pattern.
#7: I let your cruelty inspire me to be cruel.
#8: I have not yet apologized.

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