oh. number one hundred and twenty-four.

For at least the past year, I have not been able to keep a single friend. Either I would find some fault with them that couldn't be overlooked, or they would cause a problem for me that I couldn't get over, and eventually I would create a new IM account, or temporarily stop using the programs altogether just to get away from them.

It's worrisome, because it is a proven fact that one lives longer if they have a sizeable circle of friends, and I also don't want to go through the rest of my life alone, but on the other hand, I also do not want to keep doing this to others, or to myself.

That may change with time, but for now, my biggest mistake has been thinking that things would be different every time I met somebody new.

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