when my grandpa died 4 years ago, i was young and i didn't understand the concept of it. on his final days i was more worried about the boy i had a crush on than seeing him. he died the next day and it's been on my shoulders ever since. my grandma lives with us but left to go back home and visit in december. she isn't doing too well and i feel as if i mistreated her aswell. i want to get this right, but it may be too late.