oh. number sixty-nine.

I'm not religious, I don't believe in fate, and I don't believe that anything in particular is meant to happen. Life is only in the present, the present is only in a moment, the moment is always fleeting. At a very early age I realized that I was going to die, and that everyone dies, and so I have followed my heart. I am afraid that this course has left me rather isolated, and distant from many people. I find it difficult to establish intimate connections with people, but when I do they are always very meaningful. And so I live for the small, fleeting moments and try to hold on to them as best I can while allowing them the freedom to pass. As for regret - most of the time I feel like I'm not doing enough to live my life.

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